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Through the eyes of a maiden
05 October 2012 @ 08:53 am
On-Going :
Masterpiece

Pairings : Ryoda
It took place in Japan, where the rich and the poor had their own societies. There were parties everywhere for the rich. Nishikido Ryo was one of the rich people, an honorable person, the heir of a big corporation, yet he had his own family secret, an unthinkable one. Here came Ueda Tatsuya who stepped into his life, an innocent guy who did not know that his decision would bring him to a totally different world that he never imagined before.
(1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7) // (8)

The Art of Manipulation

Pairings : More into Ueda-cen but will eventually be Ryoda
What would happen when a manipulative guy meets his own kind? And what if it happens to an idol? Then what would he do when he meets the "Mr right" for him? Read on and you would know the answers ;)
(1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5)

Fake

Pairings : PiDa, Akame, and others
Yamashita Tomohisa, the prince of the school. His crush to Nishikido Ryo lead him to meet Tat - chan or Ueda Tatsuya who is such a mysterious guy.
Extra note : A collaboration fic between me and love_akira
(1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7) // (8) // (9) // (10)

Collide

Pairings : Akame
What would you do when you were given the second chance to live? Kamenashi Kazuya was once on the verge of death and gained his life again but he lost his memory. There Akanishi Jin came and changed his life...
(1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7)

Memories

Pairings : Pitego
The promised they made should be fulfilled. Yet a person halted him right when he was about to proceed. Would he do it at last, or would he break the promise instead?
(Prologue) // (1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5)

LOVE: It's complicated

Pairings : Akame , Jinda , Ryoda, Ryokame (sorted by the first letter)
At first, everything looked perfect in Kamenashi Kazuya’s life. He’s a popular idol, and he had a boyfriend he loved so much. But when one of his band mates asked for his help, everything started to change slowly, without a certain end.
Extra note : A collaboration fic between me and allboutp
(1) // (2)

Memory Box

Pairings : RyoDa, more like Ueda-centric tho
AReports were out, words slipped out of mouths. The line between life and death was so thin, too thin. It was just a matter of time before everything was over.
(Prologue)


Finished :
The Forgotten Memories

Pairing : RyoDa
Ueda has some problem with his memory which were connected to Ryo....
(Prologue) // (1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7)

Blood and Water

Pairings : Akame , Jinda , Ryoda (sorted alphabetically)
Family is where you share Happiness and Pain. Your family is where you share victories and failures.But this time, can you also share the heart of the one you love to your family?
(1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7) // (8) // (9) // (10)

The Start of a Sin

Pairings : Pitego, Ryotego
There were times when you were put in a situation where you would have to choose one between two while each of them were completely different from each other There were times you’re your choice would lead into an eternal pain or a guilt. And there were times when you had to make your final choice, although you didn’t want to but the condition forced you too while you might regret it, forever...
(Prologue) // (1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7) // (8) // (9) // (Epilogue)

Broken Pieces of Me

Pairings : Akame , Jinda , Ryoda (sorted alphabetically)
Ueda and Jin are childhood's friends. Ueda love Jin, yest Jin love other person. And there're someone else watching over Ueda..
(Part 1)
(Part 2)

5 times KATTUN saves Tatsuya from getting molested + 1

(here)

Blue Moon

Pairing : Ryoda
They first met when they were small. It was almost like love at the first sight, a real sweet memory that would be kept in their hearts. But then, they had to walk in different paths and in the end those paths would be joined into a path again. Is it that easy to make two into one?
(here)

Akame's Diary

Pairing : Akame
A response to newssuki's Akame's secret diary number 11&12
(Kame’s Diary : Chocolate & Strawberry)
(Jin's Diary : Candy & Marshmallow)

Say Goodbye

Pairing : Ryoda
Do we really know who the people we love really is? Sometimes we even have to say goodbye for better.
(here)

My Sorry for You

Pairing : Ryoda
Making a decision for our love isn't that easy. We could even choose the wrong steps while there is no turning back.
Sequel-like of Say Goodbye
(here)

Goodbye

Pairing : Ryoda
A scar in one's heart can't be healed easily. There might even be someone else beside you, but it doesn't really help, or perhaps it is you who don't want to open your heart?
(here)

Strawberry Cake

Pairing : Ryoda
Ueda was waiting for a special person who had promised him one thing.
(here)

A Letter

Pairing : Ryoda
What happens when the most important person to Ryo leaves forever? Would Ryo be able to take it, or would he live in denial forever?
(here)

Reconcile

Pairing : Ryoda
A sequel of Goodbye
(here)

The Last of Everything

Pairing : Ryoda
The relationship might be ended yet the feeling was still there. This was the last of everything. Goodbye my love to you...
(here)

Love & Truth

Pairing : Ryoda, Ryo/oc
Ryo and Nana were childhood friends and as the grew up, Nana started to have a deeper feeling of Ryo while the said person didn't seem to realize it. Desperate, Nana decided to bring Ueda Tatsuya here to help her, although the result might not be as what she had wanted to have.
(Part 1)
(Part 2)
(Part 3)

A Lullaby of Dream

Pairing : Ryoda
Ueda Tatsuya is a pianist who is going to make a comeback while Nishikido Ryo is just a part-timer at a cafe. What happens when they meet each other while Ueda is chasing back his dream?
(here)

Pieces

Pairing : Pitego
Tegoshi had experienced broken heart twice and he didn't want to have it again for the third time. (My summary sucks)
(here)

Have a nice dream...

Pairing : Ryoda
Ueda was having this horrible dream repetitiously which made him having some bad thought. It turned out to be so unexpected when his bad thought became real...
(here)

Fragments of Dream

Pairing : Pitego
From dreams goes to reality. 21 years old Tegoshi Yuya had never thought that the encounter with his other behalf would be through his dream.
(here)

25

Pairing : Pitego
They don't know each other name but they still meet each other. (sorry, I can't write a better summary)
(here)

56

Pairing : Pitego
Not everything could go easily even after they've met officially. - sequel to 25
(here)

Forgive me not

Pairing : Ryoda
Ryo and Tatsuya were having another fight.
(here)

Irony

Pairing : Ryoda
Fate is sometimes just so cruel. When I want to meet and see your face, I couldn't find you, but when I don't want to see your face at all, your face seems to appear everywhere. When I miss you so much, I couldn't seem to get in touch with you at all, but when I am sick of your cliché words, your messages always reach me. When we're finally being able to walk together on the same path, our relationship has already reached the end. Because love, doesn't always mean that we will be together. So this is the end...
(here)

Through the Lenses

Pairing : Ryoshige
Shige loves taking photos, capturing special moments through the lenses, but not Ryo.
(here)

Miracle, or not? (Original by rolling_scone)

Pairing : Jinda
Jinda bodyswitch? Original by rolling_scone's (bad hearted boytrap babydoll but) you're so damn hot.
(here)

Rain, don't go...

Pairing : Ryoshige
When the rain pouring down, a man alone inside the room, it's reminiscing time.
(here)

Heartbreak Lullaby

Pairing : Ryoda
life, breath, tears, heart, and loss. 5 words with different meanings
(here)

The S of Secret (Original by ungalad)

Pairing : -- (Massu-Gen)
Original by ungalad's On the tequila
(here)

The curious mind of Ohno(Original by abhihita)

Pairing : -- (Arashi)
Original by abhihita's It's not the size of the mike, it's the length of the song
(here)

Obsessed

Pairing : Ryoda
She was just Reina. Plain, sweet Reina. Plain sweet fucking Reina. The girl who once stole Ryo from him.
(here)
 
 
Through the eyes of a maiden
13 November 2010 @ 09:49 pm
Update(s):
♥TAOM -- 10%
♥Memories -- 10%
♥Masterpiece -- Chapter 9-11 draft completed
♥Collide -- Chapter 8 draft completed
♥Fake -- drafting in progress
 
 
Through the eyes of a maiden
10 November 2010 @ 08:49 am
Title: Masterpiece
Author: dephi
Pairing: RyoDa, KameDa somehow, more to come
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: PG - 15
Disclaimer : I only own the plot and the OCs
Summary: It took place in Japan, where the rich and the poor had their own societies. There were parties everywhere for the rich. Nishikido Ryo was one of the rich people, an honorable person, the heir of a big corporation, yet he had his own family secret, an unthinkable one. Here came Ueda Tatsuya who stepped into his life, an innocent guy who did not know that his decision would bring him to a totally different world that he never imagined before.
Notes: And update at last! I know. Details are under the cut. Un-betaed because I have to post this today as my own birthday present ♥


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Through the eyes of a maiden
03 November 2010 @ 03:00 pm
I forgot to pimp this ><

The Johnny's Fanfiction Concrit Meme
THIS is where you get to tell me about my writing.


My thread is here. Please write anything if you'd lvoe to ♥
 
 
Through the eyes of a maiden
30 October 2010 @ 09:06 pm
Title: Obsessed
Author: dephi
Pairing: RyoDa, Ryo/OC
Rating: PG-13 for language
Disclaimer: The plot and the oc are mine.. :D
Summary: She was just Reina. Plain, sweet Reina. Plain sweet fucking Reina. The girl who once stole Ryo from him.
A/N: Does anyone remember me? First ever fic since ages so I'm not sure if this is good or not. Short and un-beta-ed ^^;;


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Through the eyes of a maiden
30 October 2010 @ 08:31 pm
So, as I'm about to start writing again but I wonder do you have any preference or something? Leave a comment too if you want to leave some details :)
or if you just want to talk to me :D

Poll #1638369 fic to update :)

Which fic do you want updated first? :)

Fake
1(8.3%)
Collide
3(25.0%)
Memories
1(8.3%)
Memory Box
1(8.3%)
Masterpiece
4(33.3%)
The Art of Manipulation
2(16.7%)
new story :) (state bellow your preference)
0(0.0%)
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Through the eyes of a maiden
24 October 2010 @ 05:10 pm
It's me! :D

Yes I am guilty for the absolute lack of updates but the good news is I am back. I deeply apologize to all my readers that I haven't been around for ages and I realize that most of you (if not all) will leave me but I am coming back for real. I haven't written anything for months so I can't guarantee my quality (if I even have one to begin with) and it might take longer time to write because I think I'm way less creative than I was. But I'll try.

Don't know which fic I will update first or even whether I'll upload a one-shot instead but I'll try to get something upped by next week the last. If you don't see anything, then you'll see something around mid November (a.k.a around my birthday) since I'm having my mid from November 1 to 13. But anyway, let's see what I have under my sleeve.

In any case. Ummm, see you later? :)

Love,
dephi
 
 
Through the eyes of a maiden
19 May 2010 @ 08:23 pm
Just to organize things better...

On-Going :
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Through the eyes of a maiden
18 August 2009 @ 07:48 pm
Title: The S of Secret
Rating: G
Group/Pairing: Massu-gen
Warnings/Genre (ie mpreg, kinks, etc): none
Notes: beta read by frostbittenlove
Link to Original Story: On the tequila
Link to Original Writer: ungalad

Massu has always been a bad drinker. Well, he’s not exactly the one who will cry in despair all of a sudden, or burst into laughter on a bad situation. He won't even kiss anyone randomly (and please, we know that some really do that when they're drunk, forgetting their shame the next morning), or strip even worse.

In fact, he is generally acting good, compared to most drunk people. Yes, his vision is still one, not double or triple, his nose hasn't moved from its original position, nor has he lost the chubbiness his cheeks have kept for years. Maybe, just maybe, it will be much better if he did, so he needn’t have to worry about the after effects and can easily pretend as if he has never said anything. However lady luck refused to be on his side.

For one thing, he tends to let a few things slip of his mouth. One glass, two, a few glasses are enough to make him chattier than usual. Massu knows well that he had been so bad, yeah a real bad boy. Four secrets – he shivers whenever the thought pops up, fully understanding that it has indeed happened, undoubtedly, even he couldn’t deny it. Not just one, but four. Of all people, luckily, or maybe unluckily, it was always Tegoshi who accompanies him. Worst is, none belongs to him. Repeat: NONE IS HIS SECRET. Well, maybe it’s actually his secret as well, but letting someone else know something which is supposed to be private is definitely not a good thing to do.

Now, now, Massu shivers even more, he feels his back stiffen as well. What will happen if they know? Honestly, he doesn’t know. Massu can perfectly imagine how Yamashita will act coolly, despite his anger. Yes, he knows well that the leader has an image to keep and that will save his neck from Yamashita’s wrath at the very least. Koyama, their mama, will easily forgive him, even though there are actually nothing to forgive. Still, Koyama will soon forget that Massu has ever leaked the story so it isn’t a big deal. Shige might give more reaction, given that he’s actually shy compared to the rest. Massu can already imagine his lecture, oh our dear lawyer here won’t let the chance slip away. He will definitely make sure that Massu will promise that such a word will never ever be told again in the future. Though Massu should say that nothing grave has been told about Shige, nevertheless it’s still Shige, so whatever. But Ry– Nishikido. Oh my, the look of horror soon appears in his feature. As much as Massu tries to reason his mistake, he realizes that it is…grave.

So now, sitting inside Tegoshi’s apartment – his room to be precise –, he sweeps around nervously. Massu doesn’t really know what brings him here. Not only once or twice, but four times has he spent his time drinking with Tegoshi, and now it will be five. As a responsible adult, Massu understands well that the same mistake might be repeated again. However he couldn’t find the force to refuse Tegoshi’s sweet invitation. No, not Tegoshi. He couldn’t afford having his partner sulking, the youngest member. Imagine the damage that might happen, no, he knows better than to displease Tegoshi.

The lack of proper utensils – Tegoshi said – leads them into using plastic cups. If only he could use his mind better, he would refrain from drinking. The third shot, he noted, and thankfully his mind is still working properly. Grinning, he turns to Tegoshi, feeling the cool air brushing against his skin. Hmm…

“Your room is nice, I like it.” He somehow blurts.

Tegoshi, however, seems to be engaged in another thought. Funnily, he looks quite awkward for him, though he manages to cover it up fast. “Thanks, and I like Massu.” O-ho, is that a tiny shade of pink, or maybe bigger? Wait, his vision starts blurring, but another cup supposedly wouldn't hurt, right?

So Massu shakes his head once before finishing another shot, shots, rather giggling. Normally it was supposed to be an awkward situation, but it somewhat appears differently for Massu. Somehow he feels so happy, extremely he might say, and the drink keeps on flowing like mad. It tastes rather bitter and strong of course, but he couldn’t keep his hand away from it. Whatever.

“Your air conditioner feels so nice.” He adds when the air once again brushes against his skin. It feels too nice and maybe he should buy himself one. It gets hotter in Tokyo during summer and oh, this could be his saviour.

“You should buy one for you.” Tegoshi pops the thought. Yeah, maybe he should, he should…

Laughing, Massu sipped on his drink before smiling widely. “This tastes good.”

“It is.” Tegoshi replies while drinking from his own cup.

“And drinking with Tegoshi is on the top of the Things That I Like List.” He blurts. Maybe Tegoshi reacts, or maybe not, he couldn’t see clearly. “Especially when I can spill my secrets to you. You never tell anyone! Have you forgotten it?” No, not that one. no, no…

For a moment, Tegoshi says nothing. Well, Massu stares at him concernedly, waiting for any favourable response, hopefully. “It’s fun actually. But I could live even without knowing your secrets of…” he coughs, “…sleeping with our members.”

Massu’s brow raises. “Not with all,” he pouts while Tegoshi just giggles. At that instant, Massu takes another sip of his drink, then he shoves the glass away. “And I still have more secrets. I can tell you more of course.”

Much to his dismay (or maybe much to his delight, supposedly), Tegoshi shakes his head. “I think I’ll pass this time.”

“Why, Tegoshi. You’re no fun.” He pouts though a moment later an idea pops up. While grinning, Massu leans forward, his mouth only a few centimeters away from Tegoshi’s neck and ear. Funnily, Tegoshi giggles, and leans backward, keeping a distance maybe.

“Don’t move!” he orders. “It’s a secret, right? So I should whisper it to you.”Tegoshi stops, out of curiosity, so Massu eventually finds himself leaning closer, mouth opening slowly to say the words:

I’m not wearing underwear.

He giggles when he retreats. Tegoshi stares.

For the first time, Massu might not have to fear the others’ wrath. At least, he wouldn't spill their secrets anymore.

Maybe.

Author's Note: Lame, I know >.>
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Through the eyes of a maiden
10 July 2009 @ 08:11 pm
Title: Heartbreak Lullaby
Author: dephi
Pairing: RyoDa, sort of
Rating: G
Disclaimer: The plot is mine.. :D
Summary: life, breath, tears, heart, and loss. 5 words with different meanings.
A/N: I frankly don't know whether this is categorized as drabbles or one-shot.. And sorry, the title and the summary didn't make much sense. I'm running out of creativity juice. Unbeta-ed, sorry... DD:


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