On-Going :
Fake
Pairings : PiDa, Akame, and others
Yamashita Tomohisa, the prince of the school. His crush to Nishikido Ryo lead him to meet Tat - chan or Ueda Tatsuya who is such a mysterious guy.
Extra note : A collaboration fic between me and love_akira
(1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7) // (8) // (9) // (10)

Collide
Pairings : Akame
What would you do when you were given the second chance to live? Kamenashi Kazuya was once on the verge of death and gained his life again but he lost his memory. There Akanishi Jin came and changed his life...
(1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7)

Memories
Pairings : Pitego
The promised they made should be fulfilled. Yet a person halted him right when he was about to proceed. Would he do it at last, or would he break the promise instead?
(Prologue) // (1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5)

LOVE: It's complicated
Pairings : Akame , Jinda , Ryoda, Ryokame (sorted by the first letter)
At first, everything looked perfect in Kamenashi Kazuya’s life. He’s a popular idol, and he had a boyfriend he loved so much. But when one of his band mates asked for his help, everything started to change slowly, without a certain end.
Extra note : A collaboration fic between me and allboutp
(1) // (2)

Memory Box
Pairings : RyoDa, more like Ueda-centric tho
AReports were out, words slipped out of mouths. The line between life and death was so thin, too thin. It was just a matter of time before everything was over.
(Prologue)


On Hold :
(because I lost the draft...)
Masterpiece
Pairings : Ryoda
It took place in Japan, where the rich and the poor had their own societies. There were parties everywhere for the rich. Nishikido Ryo was one of the rich people, an honorable person, the heir of a big corporation, yet he had his own family secret, an unthinkable one. Here came Ueda Tatsuya who stepped into his life, an innocent guy who did not know that his decision would bring him to a totally different world that he never imagined before.
(1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7)

The Art of Manipulation
Pairings : More into Ueda-cen but will eventually be Ryoda
What would happen when a manipulative guy meets his own kind? And what if it happens to an idol? Then what would he do when he meets the "Mr right" for him? Read on and you would know the answers ;)
(1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5)


Finished :
The Forgotten Memories
Pairing : RyoDa
Ueda has some problem with his memory which were connected to Ryo....
(Prologue) // (1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7)

Blood and Water
Pairings : Akame , Jinda , Ryoda (sorted alphabetically)
Family is where you share Happiness and Pain. Your family is where you share victories and failures.But this time, can you also share the heart of the one you love to your family?
(1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7) // (8) // (9) // (10)

The Start of a Sin
Pairings : Pitego, Ryotego
There were times when you were put in a situation where you would have to choose one between two while each of them were completely different from each other There were times you’re your choice would lead into an eternal pain or a guilt. And there were times when you had to make your final choice, although you didn’t want to but the condition forced you too while you might regret it, forever...
(Prologue) // (1) // (2) // (3) // (4) // (5) // (6) // (7) // (8) // (9) // (Epilogue)

Broken Pieces of Me
Pairings : Akame , Jinda , Ryoda (sorted alphabetically)
Ueda and Jin are childhood's friends. Ueda love Jin, yest Jin love other person. And there're someone else watching over Ueda..
(Part 1)
(Part 2)

5 times KATTUN saves Tatsuya from getting molested + 1
(here)

Blue Moon
Pairing : Ryoda
They first met when they were small. It was almost like love at the first sight, a real sweet memory that would be kept in their hearts. But then, they had to walk in different paths and in the end those paths would be joined into a path again. Is it that easy to make two into one?
(here)

Akame's Diary
Pairing : Akame
A response to newssuki's Akame's secret diary number 11&12
(Kame’s Diary : Chocolate & Strawberry)
(Jin's Diary : Candy & Marshmallow)

Say Goodbye
Pairing : Ryoda
Do we really know who the people we love really is? Sometimes we even have to say goodbye for better.
(here)

My Sorry for You
Pairing : Ryoda
Making a decision for our love isn't that easy. We could even choose the wrong steps while there is no turning back.
Sequel-like of Say Goodbye
(here)

Goodbye
Pairing : Ryoda
A scar in one's heart can't be healed easily. There might even be someone else beside you, but it doesn't really help, or perhaps it is you who don't want to open your heart?
(here)

Strawberry Cake
Pairing : Ryoda
Ueda was waiting for a special person who had promised him one thing.
(here)

A Letter
Pairing : Ryoda
What happens when the most important person to Ryo leaves forever? Would Ryo be able to take it, or would he live in denial forever?
(here)

Reconcile
Pairing : Ryoda
A sequel of Goodbye
(here)

The Last of Everything
Pairing : Ryoda
The relationship might be ended yet the feeling was still there. This was the last of everything. Goodbye my love to you...
(here)

Love & Truth
Pairing : Ryoda, Ryo/oc
Ryo and Nana were childhood friends and as the grew up, Nana started to have a deeper feeling of Ryo while the said person didn't seem to realize it. Desperate, Nana decided to bring Ueda Tatsuya here to help her, although the result might not be as what she had wanted to have.
(Part 1)
(Part 2)
(Part 3)

A Lullaby of Dream
Pairing : Ryoda
Ueda Tatsuya is a pianist who is going to make a comeback while Nishikido Ryo is just a part-timer at a cafe. What happens when they meet each other while Ueda is chasing back his dream?
(here)

Pieces
Pairing : Pitego
Tegoshi had experienced broken heart twice and he didn't want to have it again for the third time. (My summary sucks)
(here)

Have a nice dream...
Pairing : Ryoda
Ueda was having this horrible dream repetitiously which made him having some bad thought. It turned out to be so unexpected when his bad thought became real...
(here)

Fragments of Dream
Pairing : Pitego
From dreams goes to reality. 21 years old Tegoshi Yuya had never thought that the encounter with his other behalf would be through his dream.
(here)

25
Pairing : Pitego
They don't know each other name but they still meet each other. (sorry, I can't write a better summary)
(here)

56
Pairing : Pitego
Not everything could go easily even after they've met officially. - sequel to 25
(here)

Forgive me not
Pairing : Ryoda
Ryo and Tatsuya were having another fight.
(here)

Irony
Pairing : Ryoda
Fate is sometimes just so cruel. When I want to meet and see your face, I couldn't find you, but when I don't want to see your face at all, your face seems to appear everywhere. When I miss you so much, I couldn't seem to get in touch with you at all, but when I am sick of your cliché words, your messages always reach me. When we're finally being able to walk together on the same path, our relationship has already reached the end. Because love, doesn't always mean that we will be together. So this is the end...
(here)

Through the Lenses
Pairing : Ryoshige
Shige loves taking photos, capturing special moments through the lenses, but not Ryo.
(here)

Miracle, or not? (Original by rolling_scone)
Pairing : Jinda
Jinda bodyswitch? Original by rolling_scone's (bad hearted boytrap babydoll but) you're so damn hot.
(here)

Rain, don't go...
Pairing : Ryoshige
When the rain pouring down, a man alone inside the room, it's reminiscing time.
(here)

Heartbreak Lullaby
Pairing : Ryoda
life, breath, tears, heart, and loss. 5 words with different meanings
(here)

Just to organize things better...

On-Going :
( on-going fic list )

Title: The S of Secret
Rating: G
Group/Pairing: Massu-gen
Warnings/Genre (ie mpreg, kinks, etc): none
Notes: beta read by frostbittenlove ♥
Link to Original Story: On the tequila
Link to Original Writer: ungalad

Massu has always been a bad drinker. Well, he’s not exactly the one who will cry in despair all of a sudden, or burst into laughter on a bad situation. He won't even kiss anyone randomly (and please, we know that some really do that when they're drunk, forgetting their shame the next morning), or strip even worse.

In fact, he is generally acting good, compared to most drunk people. Yes, his vision is still one, not double or triple, his nose hasn't moved from its original position, nor has he lost the chubbiness his cheeks have kept for years. Maybe, just maybe, it will be much better if he did, so he needn’t have to worry about the after effects and can easily pretend as if he has never said anything. However lady luck refused to be on his side.

For one thing, he tends to let a few things slip of his mouth. One glass, two, a few glasses are enough to make him chattier than usual. Massu knows well that he had been so bad, yeah a real bad boy. Four secrets – he shivers whenever the thought pops up, fully understanding that it has indeed happened, undoubtedly, even he couldn’t deny it. Not just one, but four. Of all people, luckily, or maybe unluckily, it was always Tegoshi who accompanies him. Worst is, none belongs to him. Repeat: NONE IS HIS SECRET. Well, maybe it’s actually his secret as well, but letting someone else know something which is supposed to be private is definitely not a good thing to do.

Now, now, Massu shivers even more, he feels his back stiffen as well. What will happen if they know? Honestly, he doesn’t know. Massu can perfectly imagine how Yamashita will act coolly, despite his anger. Yes, he knows well that the leader has an image to keep and that will save his neck from Yamashita’s wrath at the very least. Koyama, their mama, will easily forgive him, even though there are actually nothing to forgive. Still, Koyama will soon forget that Massu has ever leaked the story so it isn’t a big deal. Shige might give more reaction, given that he’s actually shy compared to the rest. Massu can already imagine his lecture, oh our dear lawyer here won’t let the chance slip away. He will definitely make sure that Massu will promise that such a word will never ever be told again in the future. Though Massu should say that nothing grave has been told about Shige, nevertheless it’s still Shige, so whatever. But Ry– Nishikido. Oh my, the look of horror soon appears in his feature. As much as Massu tries to reason his mistake, he realizes that it is…grave.

So now, sitting inside Tegoshi’s apartment – his room to be precise –, he sweeps around nervously. Massu doesn’t really know what brings him here. Not only once or twice, but four times has he spent his time drinking with Tegoshi, and now it will be five. As a responsible adult, Massu understands well that the same mistake might be repeated again. However he couldn’t find the force to refuse Tegoshi’s sweet invitation. No, not Tegoshi. He couldn’t afford having his partner sulking, the youngest member. Imagine the damage that might happen, no, he knows better than to displease Tegoshi.

The lack of proper utensils – Tegoshi said – leads them into using plastic cups. If only he could use his mind better, he would refrain from drinking. The third shot, he noted, and thankfully his mind is still working properly. Grinning, he turns to Tegoshi, feeling the cool air brushing against his skin. Hmm…

“Your room is nice, I like it.” He somehow blurts.

Tegoshi, however, seems to be engaged in another thought. Funnily, he looks quite awkward for him, though he manages to cover it up fast. “Thanks, and I like Massu.” O-ho, is that a tiny shade of pink, or maybe bigger? Wait, his vision starts blurring, but another cup supposedly wouldn't hurt, right?

So Massu shakes his head once before finishing another shot, shots, rather giggling. Normally it was supposed to be an awkward situation, but it somewhat appears differently for Massu. Somehow he feels so happy, extremely he might say, and the drink keeps on flowing like mad. It tastes rather bitter and strong of course, but he couldn’t keep his hand away from it. Whatever.

“Your air conditioner feels so nice.” He adds when the air once again brushes against his skin. It feels too nice and maybe he should buy himself one. It gets hotter in Tokyo during summer and oh, this could be his saviour.

“You should buy one for you.” Tegoshi pops the thought. Yeah, maybe he should, he should…

Laughing, Massu sipped on his drink before smiling widely. “This tastes good.”

“It is.” Tegoshi replies while drinking from his own cup.

“And drinking with Tegoshi is on the top of the Things That I Like List.” He blurts. Maybe Tegoshi reacts, or maybe not, he couldn’t see clearly. “Especially when I can spill my secrets to you. You never tell anyone! Have you forgotten it?” No, not that one. no, no…

For a moment, Tegoshi says nothing. Well, Massu stares at him concernedly, waiting for any favourable response, hopefully. “It’s fun actually. But I could live even without knowing your secrets of…” he coughs, “…sleeping with our members.”

Massu’s brow raises. “Not with all,” he pouts while Tegoshi just giggles. At that instant, Massu takes another sip of his drink, then he shoves the glass away. “And I still have more secrets. I can tell you more of course.”

Much to his dismay (or maybe much to his delight, supposedly), Tegoshi shakes his head. “I think I’ll pass this time.”

“Why, Tegoshi. You’re no fun.” He pouts though a moment later an idea pops up. While grinning, Massu leans forward, his mouth only a few centimeters away from Tegoshi’s neck and ear. Funnily, Tegoshi giggles, and leans backward, keeping a distance maybe.

“Don’t move!” he orders. “It’s a secret, right? So I should whisper it to you.”Tegoshi stops, out of curiosity, so Massu eventually finds himself leaning closer, mouth opening slowly to say the words:

I’m not wearing underwear.

He giggles when he retreats. Tegoshi stares.

For the first time, Massu might not have to fear the others’ wrath. At least, he wouldn't spill their secrets anymore.

Maybe.

Author's Note: Lame, I know >.>

Title: Heartbreak Lullaby
Author: dephi
Pairing: RyoDa, sort of
Rating: G
Disclaimer: The plot is mine.. :D
Summary: life, breath, tears, heart, and loss. 5 words with different meanings.
A/N: I frankly don't know whether this is categorized as drabbles or one-shot.. And sorry, the title and the summary didn't make much sense. I'm running out of creativity juice. Unbeta-ed, sorry... DD:


( there're things people have to experience )

Title: Fake
Author: love_akira
Pairing: PiDa (mainly), Akame(start this chapter), slightly Ohkuda, Kameda, and some others
Rating: PG - 13 for now
Disclaimer: We don't own them sadly... :(
Summary: Yamashita Tomohisa, the prince of the school. His crush to Nishikido Ryo lead him to meet Tat - chan or Ueda Tatsuya who is such a mysterious guy.
Notes: A collaboration fic between dephi and love_akira. dephi will write the odd chapters while love_akira write the even chapters.


( chapter 10 )

Well yeah, first of all, I change my layout. It'll be completed soon, uh probably sometime around June.. ^^;;

So well, let's go to the polling itself. I've been thinking about it, there're a couple of my old fics which I somehow want to uh, re-write? Let's just call it remixing. I might or might not retain the pairing(s), add/reduce some parts, change the length (one-shot --> multichapter/ multichapter --> one-shot/ multi-chanpet --> longer multichapter).

So, the point is, I'd like to know which story would you like to be re-written the most? Most probably, I'm not going to post it on communities, well at least not until it's completed.

So yeah. Feel free to dump your thoughts by leaving a comment, perhaps your preferences? All comments will be screened, and in case you have a question, etc, I'll respond back via lj pm. Ah, the result for the poll is viewable for me-only. Sorry, it's just my ego.

Thanks :))


Poll #1403295 Fic to be remixes
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: None, participants: 6

Which one of the following fics should be remixed/re-written?

p/s: I know.. Masterpiece isn't yet finished... But the problem is, ever since I lost the draft, I was unable to remember what I should put after that. So perhaps, I might just re-write it from the first. Once again, I might or might not retain the pairing :))

Title: Memories
Author: dephi
Pairing: Pitego
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG - 13 for the angst
Disclaimer: Own the plot, not the characters
Summary: The promised they made should be fulfilled. Yet a person halted him right when he was about to proceed. Would he do it at last, or would he break the promise instead?
Notes: Beta by tegopii


( chapter 5 )

Title: Rain, don't go...
Author: dephi
Pairing: Ryoshige
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Plot is mine, not the muses D:
Summary: When the rain pouring down, a man alone inside the room, it's reminiscing time.
A/N: My second shot. The summary is just as fail as the first one, and this one is sort of angsty-ish.


( For Ryo, Shige was like water )

Title: Collide
Author: dephi
Pairing: Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya
Rating: PG - 13 for swearing, curse, etc.
Disclaimer: The plot is mine, and I wish I own all characters appearing here.
Summary: What would you do when you were given the second chance to live? Kamenashi Kazuya was once on the verge of death and gained his life again but he lost his memory. There Akanishi Jin came and changed his life...


( Chapter 7 )

Title: Miracle, or not?
Author: dephi
Pairing: Jinda
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Not owning the plot, not even the muses >.<
Summary: Jinda bodyswitch?
Notes: A remix of rolling_scone's (bad hearted boytrap babydoll but) you're so damn hot.


( to the fic )

Title: Through the Lenses
Author: dephi
Pairing: implicit Ryoshige
Rating: G
Disclaimer: The plot is mine.. :D
Summary: Shige loves taking photos, capturing special moments through the lenses, but not Ryo.
A/N: There's always the first for everything... Anyway, the summary sucks. I don't know what summary shall fit this best D:


( Read more... )

Title: Memories
Author: dephi
Pairing: Pitego
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG - 13 for the angst
Disclaimer: Own the plot, not the characters
Summary: The promised they made should be fulfilled. Yet a person halted him right when he was about to proceed. Would he do it at last, or would he break the promise instead?
Notes: Hi, I'm back *waves*. Oh, and there's a side story of Ryopi's friendship :)


( chapter 4 )

( Ryopi's side story )

Title: Memory Box
Author: dephi
Pairing: RyoDa, more like Ueda-centric tho
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG - 13 for the angst
Disclaimer : I own the plot, not the people
Warning: There might be character's death later. Might
Summary: Reports were out, words slipped out of mouths. The line between life and death was so thin, too thin. It was just a matter of time before everything was over.
Notes: A comeback fic? Beta by annatanhe


( Prologue )

Alright, to all of my readers (I mean, if you are my readers).

I just want to say that I might delay updating most (if not all) of my fics.

A few days ago my fic folder suddenly disappeared from my pc. I've searched it everywhere and I couldn't find it. The bad news is, I didn't make any backup before. The good news is...nothing.

I don;t really care about my old fics, since I can copy&paste it, while a few others has kindly helped me by sending it back to me, but the problem lies in the fics I currently am writing and unfinished.

If I have to list then it should be 5000words smth Masterpiece, and others. I really don;t want to remember it since it's upsetting. But I lost in about 10000smth words worth of fics which haven't been posted... I was only able to keep 2 paragraphs of Collide, 1 paragraph of Memories, 2 drabbles (I've actually written until 12 drabbles but I could only have 2 for the time being), and 1000words smth of a new fic which I happened to copy to my cellphone...

Well, at least I just want to share the reason why my delayed updates will be much delayed again... :(

Title: Memories
Author: dephi
Pairing: Pitego
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG - 13 for the angst
Disclaimer: Own the plot, not the characters
Summary: The promised they made should be fulfilled. Yet a person halted him right when he was about to proceed. Would he do it at last, or would he break the promise instead?


( chapter 3 )

Title: The Art of Manipulation
Author: dephi
Pairing: still none, but will eventually be Ryoda, and more to come.
Rating: PG
Disclaimer : Owning the plot but not the characters
Summary: What would happen when a manipulative guy meets his own kind? And what if it happens to an idol? Then what would he do when he meets the "Mr right" for him? Read on and you would know the answers ;)
Notes: Beta-ed by annatanhe. This chapter is specially dedicated to creamy_amande, hanny2luv, and allboutp for their belated b'day present. The length is longer than usual... XDD


( chapter 5 )

Title: Collide
Author: dephi
Pairing: Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya
Rating: PG - 13 for swearing, curse, etc.
Disclaimer: The plot is mine, and I wish I own all characters appearing here.
Summary: What would you do when you were given the second chance to live? Kamenashi Kazuya was once on the verge of death and gained his life again but he lost his memory. There Akanishi Jin came and changed his life...


( Chapter 6 )

Title: Memories
Author: dephi
Pairing: Pitego
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG - 13 for the angst
Disclaimer: Own the plot, not the characters
Summary: The promised they made should be fulfilled. Yet a person halted him right when he was about to proceed. Would he do it at last, or would he break the promise instead?
Notes: This chapter is still un0beta-ed. Expect errors, and such. I just don't have the time to re-check everything yet. *fails miserably*


( chapter 2 )

Title: Collide
Author: dephi
Pairing: Akanishi Jin/ Kamenashi Kazuya
Rating: PG - 13 for swearing, curse, etc.
Disclaimer: The plot is mine, and I wish I own all characters appearing here.
Summary: What would you do when you were given the second chance to live? Kamenashi Kazuya was once on the verge of death and gained his life again but he lost his memory. There Akanishi Jin came and changed his life...


( Chapter 5 )

Title: LOVE: It's complicated
Author: dephi
Pairing: Akame , Jinda , Ryoda, Ryokame (sorted by the first letter)
Rating: PG so far
Disclaimer : none of this is mind< except for the writing itself
Summary: At first, everything looked perfect in Kamenashi Kazuya’s life. He’s a popular idol, and he had a boyfriend he loved so much. But when one of his band mates asked for his help, everything started to change slowly, without a certain end.
Notes : a collaboration between dephi and allboutp. Beta by funkysparks. Written for kaokikame's request.


( Chapter 1 )